I know that I am HUMAN mam, with Big Heart to feel, A brain to Think, Eyes to see, Ears to hear, Hand to touch the things, Legs to walk, and Mouth to talk.
On the other Hand Mom,
I know that there are some people who have Heart but they cannot feel,
Brain but they do not use it or they do not have it ,
Eyes but they cannot see anything , Ears but they cannot listen ,
they have no Hands or they use it in wrong way ,
or they have no legs or they walk to unknown future.
Mam , I am always ask we have what Some people do not have.
Why there are poor people…. However there are rich at the same place.?
Why some do not know how to be thankful for what they have…?
How many worlds in this life? And How many faces the human has?
Mam, why there is a stronger and weak humans?
Why there are winner and loser in this life? Why we are not equals?
I know that there are many liars around me and there are many fake things… mam
But the fact that we must live with them….. at the same place.
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I am growing mam with people called friends…
We tell secrets , jokes, lies, ….etc together
There are important to me…. But they learn me .. many things
The meaning of living with others, laughing , forgiveness, fighting, Sadness, sickness,
And I know the bad meaning of living alone….
Mam, If the people are tress or flowers what I can be?
I grow as the time grow too.
Now , I understand the meaning of the money
Money is very scared mam..
Many people killed each other because of these papers.
War, killing , kidnapping, and so on for the reason of money
But still there are many things which are free
The Air, the true honest heart and more
Also, we all live under the same sky without discriminate between each other
And so and so of my story life….
I want to have my own treasures
Family, Friends, Money.. And Long Life….
I don’t want to close my eyes forever….
I want to see the sky… and my treasures every day
I am afraid to close my eyes one day ant knight and I cannot open it again, mam
I want to sleep with open eyes.
I want to see the beauty of the sun at the morning and hear the soft sounds of the birds
How beauty of the life !!!
I am sailfish just like any human mam with long life wish
Now, I become older and see my kids run around me….
One day I was child like them as a stronger for the life and now,
I am an expert man in the life and have many to advice them
One day my mam called my come my lovely kid and now no one can say it after she pass away
Mam, I am looking away and asking myself
What I still do not know? …. Many
The life is a big sea which have many fishes
My time is over …. And I am older
Mam, the time which I run after my friends….. in my village is over
Where the time when I fall down and you come to hold me….?
It is over and they go the people which I fight with them ,,, and the people who I love them
I don’t know who loves me or hates me
I do not know If I have thing to rue about….. many of course … there are but I can do nothing
The time run away from me ,,,, I am now just an older
Sitting watching from the window…
Waiting for my end… holding a pen writing many things
I don’t know from what I start and what is the end?
Mam, know I am alone…… waiting to my destiny
Now I just can say If the people tress or flowers I will be ….. bud
I was a big bud when I born,,, and grow up and being a green plant…
Then , I become a strong tree, After my leaves start leave me …..
And now I am an old tree ,, which the time will make me fall down when he will walk
My moments and my memories is crossing now when I close my eyes…
My tears come out by themselves….. with many reasons….. that I lost my wish
And I can say the differences between the life and the death is that to have dreams to follow
Now, I stop dreaming……
Now , I just have want I do before….
So, thanks for every moment
Mam, I am ………………
GOING TO THE PLACE WHERE YOU GO…… I AM LOSING MY LIFE….. I AM SAYING GOOD BYE FOR MY LIFE…..
I born once and die once
I just know one thing only
One day I was HUMAN… I grow up as HUMAN…. I LIVE JUST AS HUMAN…..
And I will die just as HUMAN……
ASL J